Victoria's Poems

kupandangi ia di sebelahku tengah pulas usai pertarungan seru tadi pergumulan jiwa yang dimenangkan tubuh sekedar tuk melegakan dahaga badani kubelai pipinya, menepiskan galau hati bagaimana ini semua terjadi tetapi ini telah terjadi kukecup keningnya, berharap dia seseorang tapi dia bukan dia yang ada bukan yang kuimpikan yang mengisi relung jiwa dan impian malam hari dia yang ada dan bukan pula ia milik tak ingin kubayangkan ia pulang nanti ke pelukan buah hati dan aku mematikan nurani entah apa yang tengah kulakukan ini kuharap kutak membunuh hati dengan bermain api (ditulis di sesi CS Writers' Club Kamis itu di Gelato Secrets Setiabudi One)

Woke up this morning and I feel pain It was sadness before but now I feel lost Feels like being punished just for being So much in love with you but it's forbidden You put smile on my face, the best one ever But it's taken away from me, it hurts like shit Like finding a gown that fits but too expensive I can only adore you for I'm not allowed to steal You came out of nowhere, out of my league Touched my heart so gentle just by holding hands You showed me love so true I didn't know existed Now I have to let you go, tell me how do I do that? I no longer ask the 'why', I prefer the 'how' How much joy you bring to me just by your 'hello' How your love heals all of my previous wounds And whispering to me it's gonna be all right With you it's just love, somehow it scares me I've been in pain for so long, I wasn't prepared Now I know what those love songs' about I really wish this won't be a sad one If I

Can you imagine How perfect we could be The way you look at me The way you hold my hand The way you protect me And how I cherish all that Can you imagine Our life together You'll make a living I'll make you home You'll do your hobby I'll be your cheerer Can you imagine If life is that simple That you were mine And I am yours But in this lifetime ours isn't And I really don't know what to do

They fell in love at first sight But things didn't seem so right He was too young and plain She was too deep with brain So they became best friends But feelings are inavoidable He was so adorable And she's just so clever Soon they part on their own ways They couldn't stand being with each other He doesn't like feeling this much She doesn't want to be hurt Still fate want them be together Because there are things they need to learn So he starts digging deep And she tries to be relax They fell in love at first sight Just like being set from above No matter how they think of running They belong together So complicated, yet meant to be

It should be another ordinary vacation day in Bali for me, but something in the air says something else. From the mesmerizing sunset to the colourful twilight sky that I just witnessed on the beach, I know there should be something special about the day. But my whole day already went on like any regular day... until it was dinner time. "Excuse me," a man softly touches the back of my lower left arm. I glance at him with a plate full of the dish I picked from the food counter on my left hand. My right hand is grabbing the utensils from a smaller counter. I stare at him for two seconds, waiting for the reason of why he provoked me. "Deidre," he looks relieved when I look back. But it's not my name he just called. I stare at him for a longer bit. There is something in his eyes that sends me a shiver. A strange warm sensation that makes me shiver. "I'm sorry, wrong person," I smile, both to cover the awkwardness and to get rid of

Aku berjalan pulang dengan hati riang Seulas senyum menghias wajah yang girang Ribuan kali telah kutonton sirkus itu Ribuan kali pula ia dapat memukauku Empat tahun aku menyimak dengan setia Mengenal betul setiap pelosok dan sudutnya Walau hanya sekian hari dan tak menetap Kunanti saat ia kembali untuk kutatap Atraksinya merangsang imaji dan hatiku tertambat Wahananya mengguncang tubuhku dengan nikmat Itulah sirkus yang membuatku mengharap Dalam setiap kunjungnya yang hanya sekejap Hingga saat ia berkemas untuk pergi Terkadang berbulan tanpa kabar dan berita Tak tahu kapan ia akan kembali lagi Menyapaku dengan hiburan gambar dan cerita Ingin rasanya kumiliki sirkus itu Yang memberi tujuan dalam hidupku Karena hampa kurasa tanpa hadirnya Meski sesaat kumerasa memilikinya

Hening.. Hidupku sunyi tanpa jiwa yang gaduh Hanya pikirku berkelana menjelajah jauh Walau tetap hati hampa tanpa hadirmu Sepi.. Kujalani hari berganti warsa Berbekal rasa yang tak kunjung pudar Walau harap tak lagi ada di sana Koyak.. Berkeping terserak sukmaku terburai Merintih jiwa yang tak sempurna tanpamu Walau tabah menapaki bergulirnya waktu Lelah.. Tuk meneguk kecewa; kupaksa menelan rasa Hingga ku muak mengecap semua Walau tetap ku ikut mengaliri hari Selesaikan sudah Tak lagi dapat ku tahan Kuingin sakit ini selesai Cukup buatku di sini Kuberharap segera mati

Dalam sepi kau meninggalkanku Biarkan ku membusuk dengan pikirku Dan angan tentang masa yang takkan pernah ada Juga kenangan yang terkubur di dalam dada Dalam sunyi kurenungi sendiri Apa makna lahirku ke atas Bumi Jika perih yang kurasai dalam hati Walau indah juga kujalani dalam hari Bukan ku membenci hidup Tapi kadang kurasa cukup Entah apa masih ku sanggup Jika boleh kumintakan penutup Lelah.. Jiwa ini lelah terdera Walau senyum selalu kupaksa Telah jauh makna ku jelajah Ku ingin hanya mengikut ayah...

Kunanti kamuYang berjanji untuk ada Bertahan akan tinggal Tak pernah janjikan kapan Atau bagaimana pertemuan mendatang Bilakah mungkin ada Atau hanya angan belaka Dua insan mencinta Namun terpisah jarak dan masa Entah apa rencana Sang Pencipta Tiap-tiap kutunggui Menatap tembok yang tersanding pagar Berharap sosokmu kan muncul Seperti dulu berbagi rasa Tak jua kau hadir lagi Meninggalkan remah sisa harapku Tuk kembali menunggui hari Dan ku hanya menahan rasa Yakinkan kau pasti kembali Walau mungkin hanya angan belaka

(Bali) Hari ini kudengar kabar kau kembali Setelah sepi ratusan hari kulalui Terkadang berharap mendapatimu hadir Tapi kusadari itu hanya mimpi Kutahu harapku percuma Kau takkan pernah kembali Puluhan harap terbangun semua runtuh Dalam diam ku terus menunggu

A sister was born when I was four years old   An independent girl, oh she's smart and bold She followed me around, I considered annoying   Years later I found, it was me she was admiring Funny how we figure out, she became my soul mate God had designed us as sisters; it is out fate To have someone that always supporting a nd care   A soul who accepts and gives the best of prayer Who listens when you don't have the voice Who will find you doors when they say you don't have a choice Who reads your face; you don't even have to write   Who will light the room up in a dark stormy night   When Daddy passed away, I felt respons ible   But my baby sister is no longer so little   Today I see you here standing so beautiful; such a doll   In a white wedding gown so purely as your soul   Wearing the smile the man beside you have given Your life will start anew; a book to be written A love that will keep you alive and safe, even without me But fa

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