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Hening..
Hidupku sunyi tanpa jiwa yang gaduh
Hanya pikirku berkelana menjelajah jauh
Walau tetap hati hampa tanpa hadirmu

Sepi..
Kujalani hari berganti warsa
Berbekal rasa yang tak kunjung pudar
Walau harap tak lagi ada di sana

Koyak..
Berkeping terserak sukmaku terburai
Merintih jiwa yang tak sempurna tanpamu
Walau tabah menapaki bergulirnya waktu

Lelah..
Tuk meneguk kecewa; kupaksa menelan rasa
Hingga ku muak mengecap semua
Walau tetap ku ikut mengaliri hari

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