Victoria's Poems

Kupandangi cakrawala barat Sapuan aneka warna bersemburat Langit tak berawan petang Saat Sang Surya tlah menghilang Menyisakan lembayung di ujung biru Sesaat itu ada kurasakan haru Sekilas kulihat bayangmu melintas Menari di luasnya langit tak terbatas Dan kutersadar betapa jauh ku t'lah melangkah Tak nampak sudah persimpangan kita berpisah Kau tak tampak nyata dalam benak Tak lagi kurasakan getar dalam gerak Terpikir kadang tuturmu dulu Yang membuatku selalu meragu Dan kini kupaham mengapa kau begitu Betapa indah saat-saat itu Saat kau satu dalam kalbu Dan kini ku t'lah melangkah jauh Tak lagi kau hadir dalam mimpi Tanpamu tak lagi kurasakan sepi Betapa jauh kau t'lah melangkah Dan lajunya tak bisa kucegah Tapi tentangmu kusimpan rapat Dan hatimu tetap terasa dekat

A sister was born when I was four years old   An independent girl, oh she's smart and bold She followed me around, I considered annoying   Years later I found, it was me she was admiring Funny how we figure out, she became my soul mate God had designed us as sisters; it is out fate To have someone that always supporting a nd care   A soul who accepts and gives the best of prayer Who listens when you don't have the voice Who will find you doors when they say you don't have a choice Who reads your face; you don't even have to write   Who will light the room up in a dark stormy night   When Daddy passed away, I felt respons ible   But my baby sister is no longer so little   Today I see you here standing so beautiful; such a doll   In a white wedding gown so purely as your soul   Wearing the smile the man beside you have given Your life will start anew; a book to be written A love that will keep you alive and s...

Bila harus kumelepasmu Bukan hati tak merasa Namun asa yang berkata Bila harus kau nanti pergi Ku takkan sesali Tak perlu kutangisi Saatnya kan berlalu Peranmu untukku Menuntun arahku Bila kelak tlah usai waktu Kan kubingkai indah cerita Pernah ada tentang kita

Kau adalah perjalananku Kau adalah yang harus kutempuh Kau akan segera berlalu Kau bukan tujuan akhirku Kau hanya persinggahanku Tetapi aku mau lebih  Karena Kau ajarkanku arti cinta Kau buatku mencintaimu Kau melihat hatiku Kau menghargai nilaiku Kau mengenal aku Tetapi aku tau tak bisa Karena  Kau bukan milikku

Once upon a time  Faith had made them met Love struck between two hearts Blooming rapidly and uncontrollably God has His own way To show His love and power Why is it now and why is it you We'll never know , it's His mystery Had it been earlier Things wouldn't be this complicated You asked, "where had you been all my life?" I said, "maybe I was busy growing up" Then you smiled and kissed my eyes "which made me love you so much now" Once upon a time God was acting as a cupid Perhaps He gave out the wrong arrows But then again maybe He was right after all

Pasangan jiwa, apa kabarmu Lama kita tak bertemu Mungkin dua, tiga hidup lalu Kita memang pernah satu Semua mudah bersamamu Dua jam cukup tuk mengenalmu Terasa kau mengertiku Mungkinkah ini kebetulan Tanyaku pada rembulan Tutur kata yang kau ucap Kuyakin pernah kukecap Entah ke mana angin membawa Kuyakin engkau pasangan jiwa Walau kita tak bersama kini Kita pernah satu, kutau pasti

Sometimes a simple ride on the bike Can bring us something we might like The deep words we exchange Opens gate of a new chance To me you were a stranger But in just hours we get closer I once said no to love before Now take back what I vowed for Said sweet words to my ears In silence I wish you'd never leave Never thought I'd ever met you Now I find it's hard to forget you Be with you, it feels so fine But I know that you are not mine Soon you will have to go Leaving my heart hurting so Us won't be a trouble, you promised  But I can't be that selfish It's much better to forget me I will be okay without thee

Hello, Love. How are you doing? It's been a while, you know. I'm kinda surprised. Hey, Sugar. Your voice is still the same. Sounds kinda distant, tho. You sounds hurt. You know what, Hon? I'm glad that you call. You still remember my day. Am I still that special, too, you mean? Yes, Sweetheart. I understand my place now. I'm not supposed to have hopes. Love is no longer ours. But you should know, Dear. My heart still feels the same. I still love you even after it all. And will always do no matter what. I don't mean to burden you, Babe. We really should go our own ways now. And it's far too late to go back. Nothing left in that place we had ruined once. Okay now, Darling. You gotta hang up, I can hear it. Too much pain and memories you just opened. But too quick we should end it now here. Bye-bye, Love. It's just so nice to hear your voice again. Tho it's just for a glimpse and a brief. Still, it's enough for my l...

19.03.09 When you first said hi after those missing years I thought, how could this be--it can not be! Tried to tell myself it must not for real Though I secretly wanted it to be When you say how much you missed me I wished you'd never say them Cuz they made me put hopes on you And would break my heart if it's not true When you say you love me true I could only smile, looking back at you You won't know how hard my inside screamed Wanting it so bad to become true So when you really did show me How much you really care about I could only say my grace and thanks and for that, babe, how can I not love you?

04.04.09 In a world maybe only hers to know, she was desperate For nobody's knowledge she had suffered and tortured Life had taught her miseries--she had to find joy among the sorrow Unfairness happens--but justice would find its own way somehow By the time he found her she was wounded and exhausted She was torn and broken and she needed some hope How had she forgotten how to again have the laughter A glimpse of happiness--that was all she ever wanted In him she has found an understanding like never before With him she grows and expands more than she'd ever know By him she is loved and taken care, cherished and embraced Beside him she knows she will--a little more than may--be just fine Thank you.

05.07.06 Aku adalah sebuah kanvas putih yang besar Hidupku adalah lukisan indah yang digoreskan Tuhan Setiap detail lukisan adalah keseharianku Dan hidupku hari ini adalah objek yang belum selesai digarap Di dalam lukisanku terdapat gelap dan terang Yang menandakan kenangan buruk dan indah Tetapi jangan melihatnya dari dekat Karena yang gelap tak menarik Dan yang terang pun tak punya arti Lihatlah dari kejauhan saat lukisannya telah selesai Maka kau akan lihat bahwa yang terang terasa hambar tanpa yang gelap Mereka saling menyempurnakan dan membentuk mahakarya paling indah ...yakni hidupku. ~as also posted in Victoria's Secrets

OK, I'm the loser You are the winner Of this test you and I were in That wasn't meant to be so mean But you have made it You've convinced me you're worth it To spend a lifetime with you isn't what I'll regret To have you is a blessing that I'll get I have now the understanding That I love you above anything And for the weary nights that I've had Becuz of denying the feelings that I felt I don't do the same mistake To lose you again for any sake You are my precious one To be far from you, that I don't want Life has taught me a great lesson The best thing always back for a reason A reason that brings life a meaning A reason worths sacrificing And you, were never too far Even when I refused you for who you were Cuz true love has no bitter ending Your love for me is a never ending

14.09.04 Seluas cakrawala, setinggi langit Sebanyak bintang di angkasa luas Sedalam samudera, seterang mentari Sebanyak pasir di tepi pantai Seperti itulah jiwaku Tak terselami dan tiada bisa diperkirakan Tak tersentuh dan penuh kejutan Aku, seperti awan dan bulan adalah misterius Seperti bunga dan kupu-kupu, indah menawan Seperti lilin dan api, hangat bersahabat Seperti segala jagat alam raya Kekuatan, kharisma dan kelemahanku Segala yang membentuk diriku Dan aku syukuri segalanya Untuk kehidupan ini Untuk segala keunikanku Dan makna-makna di dalamnya Segala yang Tuhan berikan

11.05.04 It came over me again A feeling full of love and excitement To a special guy outside there Thought he was waiting for me As I was waiting for him for so long Thought my heart would be filled by love But I was wrong, maybe not now Though he filled my heart with joy and hopes And matches the missing pieces of my puzzle He's just not for me, not at this time And as he walked and passed by I'll say a prayer for you and I For if we're meant for each other Wish we'll find our way right away And if you don't belong to be by my side We'll take our own ways but never a goodbye And in my prayer I'll still say your name And thank God for what we've had Though it was just a little crossed way But you gave me a map to see my own city And found what I've been looking for And for that I thank you

19.11.03 Betapa bahagia kurasa Saat kita bertemu lagi Berbagi canda tawa bersama Seperti dahulu kala Tak terasa waktu berlalu Dan kita terpisah jarak dan waktu Namun ku tetap percaya Kita kan berkumpul bersama Tak peduli di mana berada Yakinkan hatimu jangan ragukan Kau kan s'lalu di hati Jadi teman sejati

12.11.03 Kau tawarkan cintamu yang tulus 'Tuk menghapus s'gala deritaku Menggantikan hari-hari kelabu Entah mengapa ku malah berlari Menghindari segala ketulusan hati Berdalih mencari cinta suci Tak kutemukan kilau yang kucari Dan tak pernah ku menyadari Sudah ku miliki intan di hati Dalam lelah ku berhenti berlari Dan kau datang menghampiri Dengan cintamu yang masih putih Ku pandang lekat wajahmu Ku temukan tulus senyummu Menantiku kembali ke pelukanmu Hangat tubuhmu memberitahuku Di sini ku 'kan s'lamanya berlindung Dalam dekapan erat tubuhmu Ku berjanji 'kan terus di sini Saat kau bisikkan 'jangan pergi lagi' Ku tau tempatku di hati

04.10.03 Lihat kembali segala yang terjadi Lembaran kisah yang kita lalui Yang terukir di dalam hati Mengingat hari-hari indah Dan penuh canda tawa Masalah kita hadapi bersama Tak ada keraguan di hati kita Hari baru kita jelang bersama Lewati waktu jadi kenangan Tak ada kata yang mampu Gantikan rasa syukurku Memilikimu, sahabatku Kaulah hadiah terindah Hingga sampai selamanya Kita adalah sahabat

03.10.03 Kau selalu ada di saat ku kesepian Tatkala ku dirundung duka Ataupun senang bukan kepalang Kau ada di setiap saat Kau ajarkan aku arti hidup Melatihku untuk bertarung Dalam kerasnya hidup Kau bangkitkan semangat Agar ku tak kenal menyerah Di saat aku putus asa Ku tau takkan selamanya kau hadir Namun kau selalu di hati Dan pada saatnya nanti Kita kan bersatu kembali Aku mencintaimu Setulus hatiku Tak ada yang dapat menggantikanmu Dalam hidupku Sahabatku...