Victoria's Poems

Dec 2010 Will you help me to understand? Not about this feeling that you feed It's already bloomed faster than a spring Don't I deserve an explanation? Of all the how are yous and what you're doings As if you care about me that much Can you tell me now then What's going on between us What's the meaning of all this? Because my heart is seeking for you And when you're around it's greeting you Which torture me much cuz I can't see you So please do me good and tell me About whatever you're hiding behind me And whatever lies in what you show me

I have to know my boundary I know that But the feeling came abruptly I didn't plan that You were supposed to be a friend I've known about you long enough for that You weren't supposed to confound I didn't know how to respond for that But I saw your beauty within And I fell for what lies beneath Though you should never be mine I still want you to be my mate

I knew we're impossible You were just a distraction I was just an interlude But somehow I hoped for you Perhaps to fulfill my own broken dream Though I know it was dangerous You're definitely what I like The figure I've been looking for The kind of attention I needed But how do we deal with this? You belong to her eternally I can never have you in any way Maybe someday I'll have my own Somebody like you... Only, he will be mine