Bukan kebetulan bila kumengenalmu Bukan inginku tuk mencintaimu Begitu hebatnya kau rasuki pikiranku Betapa dahsyatnya kau menarik hatiku Dan kini kau usir aku jauh pergi Jangan berada dekat dan jangan hadir Kau pilih tuk jalani semuanya sendiri Tanpa beriku kesempatan tuk mendampingi Bagaimana mungkin aku bisa menjauh Bila jiwamu telah menyentuh kalbuku Jelaskan harus bagaimana aku Setelah dalam kutelusuri hatimu Aku tahu kau tak sanggup sendiri Tapi kau tak mau mengakui Jika kau pikir kau tak cukup baik Coba pikir lagi, kau jauh melampaui Jangan pernah berubah padaku Jangan lari jauh dari hidupku Tidakkah kau mau tetap di sini Bersama kita merenda hati
If you are the one that I want why it isn't me that you need? If I am ever inside of your mind why don't you tell me about it? Don't you feel the way I did When our eyes met tonight Tho we were sitting far indeed You attracted me like magnet Why can't we just be together? Cuz we're perfect for each other Why don't you just tell me when you're feeling the same way then?
Suddenly, I'm falling in love again... ... and it tastes so sweet it feels so beautiful it makes me go wondering and smiling and daydreaming... ... it drives me crazy but crazy in love is way better and I'm so much better now, thanks to you!
Could it be that you are just an imagination I think of when I saw you fulfills half of my expectation? Could it be that I made up the other half just to make you complete as the perfect figure here on my mind? Could it be that actually no one in this world can ever meet with the standard we set and simply no one is a perfect match? Could it be that you are actually no one to me that you are just another passerby that we are not destined to be anyhow? Could it be that you maybe the one for me that we might be together forever tho we both know it's just a lame daydream? Could it be that there is no such reason that maybe we just met in random tho my heart longs for some kind of fairy tale? Could it be... ?
Kamu datang. Tiba-tiba. Tak kuduga. Kamu menarik. Buatku melirik. Tak bisa lari lagi. Kamu ada. Kausapa jiwa ini. Tak pernah kusangka. Kamu menjauh. Kadang-kadang. Tak bisa kumengerti. Kamu masih di sini. Hatiku bersemi. Tapi tak kupahami. Hei kamu yang di sana. Kuharap kau menetap. Tak pergi jauh.
April 28, 2011 I can't understand love Comes unexpected So fast and wild It drives us nuts I don't understand my heart Beats faster when in danger Won't slow down when being warned Dreams of an adventure of itself Why should I feel this If there is that thin line of warning Why don't they just leave me Maybe it's better to be empty I don't know if this is a curse I feel so tired already by now When love should be killed Before it's even bloomed Perhaps love just isn't in my way Maybe it's not for me at all For love is always a misery to me I really should get used of this...