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I Just Can't...

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Jangan Jauh Dariku

Bukan kebetulan bila kumengenalmu
Bukan inginku tuk mencintaimu
Begitu hebatnya kau rasuki pikiranku
Betapa dahsyatnya kau menarik hatiku

Dan kini kau usir aku jauh pergi
Jangan berada dekat dan jangan hadir
Kau pilih tuk jalani semuanya sendiri
Tanpa beriku kesempatan tuk mendampingi

Bagaimana mungkin aku bisa menjauh
Bila jiwamu telah menyentuh kalbuku
Jelaskan harus bagaimana aku
Setelah dalam kutelusuri hatimu

Aku tahu kau tak sanggup sendiri
Tapi kau tak mau mengakui
Jika kau pikir kau tak cukup baik
Coba pikir lagi, kau jauh melampaui

Jangan pernah berubah padaku
Jangan lari jauh dari hidupku
Tidakkah kau mau tetap di sini
Bersama kita merenda hati

Why

If you are the one that I want
why it isn't me that you need?
If I am ever inside of your mind
why don't you tell me about it?

Don't you feel the way I did
When our eyes met tonight
Tho we were sitting far indeed
You attracted me like magnet

Why can't we just be together?
Cuz we're perfect for each other
Why don't you just tell me when
you're feeling the same way then?

Hear My Tears

18 August 2011


To the leaves I whispered my weighs

To the east it's blown by the wind

Come near, you may feel my fears

But still, you can't hear my tears

Suddenly

Suddenly, I'm falling in love again...

... and it tastes so sweet
it feels so beautiful
it makes me go wondering
and smiling and daydreaming...

... it drives me crazy
but crazy in love is way better
and I'm so much better now,
thanks to you!

Could It Be?

Could it be
that you are just an imagination
I think of when I saw you
fulfills half of my expectation?

Could it be
that I made up the other half
just to make you complete
as the perfect figure here on my mind?

Could it be
that actually no one in this world
can ever meet with the standard we set
and simply no one is a perfect match?

Could it be
that you are actually no one to me
that you are just another passerby
that we are not destined to be anyhow?

Could it be
that you maybe the one for me
that we might be together forever
tho we both know it's just a lame daydream?

Could it be
that there is no such reason
that maybe we just met in random
tho my heart longs for some kind of fairy tale?

Could it be... ?

Kamu di Sana

Kamu datang.
Tiba-tiba.
Tak kuduga.

Kamu menarik.
Buatku melirik.
Tak bisa lari lagi.

Kamu ada. Kausapa jiwa ini. Tak pernah kusangka.

Kamu menjauh.
Kadang-kadang.
Tak bisa kumengerti.
Kamu masih di sini.
Hatiku bersemi.
Tapi tak kupahami.

Hei kamu yang di sana.
Kuharap kau menetap.
Tak pergi jauh.

Love Misery

April 28, 2011

I can't understand love
Comes unexpected
So fast and wild
It drives us nuts

I don't understand my heart
Beats faster when in danger
Won't slow down when being warned
Dreams of an adventure of itself

Why should I feel this
If there is that thin line of warning
Why don't they just leave me
Maybe it's better to be empty

I don't know if this is a curse
I feel so tired already by now
When love should be killed
Before it's even bloomed

Perhaps love just isn't in my way
Maybe it's not for me at all
For love is always a misery to me
I really should get used of this...

Phone Call

Hello, Love.
How are you doing?
It's been a while, you know.
I'm kinda surprised.

Hey, Sugar.
Your voice is still the same.
Sounds kinda distant, tho.
You sounds hurt.

You know what, Hon?
I'm glad that you call.
You still remember my day.
Am I still that special, too, you mean?

Yes, Sweetheart.
I understand my place now.
I'm not supposed to have hopes.
Love is no longer ours.

But you should know, Dear.
My heart still feels the same.
I still love you even after it all.
And will always do no matter what.

I don't mean to burden you, Babe.
We really should go our own ways now.
And it's far too late to go back.
Nothing left in that place we had ruined once.

Okay now, Darling.
You gotta hang up, I can hear it.
Too much pain and memories you just opened.
But too quick we should end it now here.

Bye-bye, Love.
It's just so nice to hear your voice again.
Tho it's just for a glimpse and a brief.
Still, it's enough for my lifetime.

Thank you!
I wish you are happy with her...

Don't Love Me

You said you are interested
What if I don't?
You think I'm like an angel
What if I'm not?

You came on a little closer
What if I say you shouldn't?
You wanna go on with this
What if I simply wouldn't?

Don't love me
Is the best I can suggest you
Don't be near me
Is what you should do

I'm just the one who'll hurt you
And I don't want it to be
I'm not your angel for sure
Just some small part of your story

Do Me Good

Dec 2010

Will you help me to understand?
Not about this feeling that you feed
It's already bloomed faster than a spring

Don't I deserve an explanation?
Of all the how are yous and what you're doings
As if you care about me that much

Can you tell me now then
What's going on between us
What's the meaning of all this?

Because my heart is seeking for you
And when you're around it's greeting you
Which torture me much cuz I can't see you

So please do me good and tell me
About whatever you're hiding behind me
And whatever lies in what you show me

Sejenak Bersamamu

Empat jam kemarin bersamamu

Setelah sekian waktu tak bertemu

Tak terkatakan perasaanku
Kau kembali bukan menjadi kekasih

Kau hibur aku di saat kusedih

Hadirmu membantuku pulih
Di bahumu lara ini kusandarkan
Untuk sesaat kuterlepas dari beban

Setelah sekian lama berusaha kutahan
Mungkin kau tak tahu betapa senang aku

Walau hanya sejenak saja bersamamu

Seakan tak pernah terpisahkan waktu