Victoria's Poems

Separuh jiwa ini mati Separuh lagi berjalan tanpa hati Tak bisa lebih baik denganmu Tak bisa lebih hidup tanpamu Entah apa yang harus kubuat Mati enggan hidup tak kuat Bersamamu mengikis hatiku Tapi tak bisa kuberpaling darimu Terkutuklah hari kita bertemu Menolakmu hatiku tak mampu Jika dapat kuulang waktu Tak perlu ada kau dan aku

I am sorry for this baby Otherwise we're gonna hurt each other more You bring out the best of me but also the worst You're making me feel alive while killing me Sorry I can't keep up with you Your life is already a picture perfect and I'm gonna ruin it if ever I enter the frame I don't belong there, I must go You are so perfect to me as I to you But you cannot choose to be with me You belong to the kingdom you've built and I'm the uninvited stranger We used to talk every day every night Now I barely know what's going on And it's killing me to live this part alone I must go or we'll both drown deeper Your life is already a picture perfect Who am I to ruin it, I must go

Hey baby love, How are you doing today? I've been missing you Tho it's just been a day away Hey baby love, Are you missing me too? I feel lost here already I feel incomplete without you We both know it's not working I can never have enough of you You can never give more to me We know what we're doing This will be the best for you As it will be the best for me Hey baby love, Please don't feel sad now As you said this kind of love is the one that makes us grow We've both had leapt so far Grew much since we started Now we have to be parted We've both became wiser There ain't no regret There's so much that we get Hey baby love, Can you give a smile for me? Be happy in your blessed life I'm sorry I can't be with thee

This tears will become my power The strength to hold on The will to move on The ground to build on This tears will be a past soon It will become a joyous smile A triumph over the many miles The struggle we have will be worthwhile

-Feb 14, 2014- Sebuah senyum manis terpampang Menyimpan luka dalam terpendam Bilakah dapat kulepas genggam Membebas rasa yang remuk redam Bilakah langit bertindak kejam Melarangmu untuk kupandang Sebelum mata ini mulai memejam Kusisip doa untukmu sayang..

Teach me how to live without seeing your beautiful eyes in everything that I see Teach me how to breathe without smelling you in the air the scent that brings me memories Teach me how to move on without staring at the trails that you left on the road Teach me how to accept without looking at the faults but focus on the good instead Teach me how to love without comparing or accusing just to love with all my heart

I'm sorry If I can't get you out of my mind In every thing that I do You are dancing in my thoughts I'm sorry If I think about you all the time Soon after I open my eyes and wake up To the moment I'm going to bed at night I'm sorry If I make you my priority I really can't get another order You always come on top I'm sorry If I love you so much More than I should ever feel More than I could ever show I'm sorry But I love you too much