Victoria's Poems

kupandangi ia di sebelahku tengah pulas usai pertarungan seru tadi pergumulan jiwa yang dimenangkan tubuh sekedar tuk melegakan dahaga badani kubelai pipinya, menepiskan galau hati bagaimana ini semua terjadi tetapi ini telah terjadi kukecup keningnya, berharap dia seseorang tapi dia bukan dia yang ada bukan yang kuimpikan yang mengisi relung jiwa dan impian malam hari dia yang ada dan bukan pula ia milik tak ingin kubayangkan ia pulang nanti ke pelukan buah hati dan aku mematikan nurani entah apa yang tengah kulakukan ini kuharap kutak membunuh hati dengan bermain api (ditulis di sesi CS Writers' Club Kamis itu di Gelato Secrets Setiabudi One)

They fell in love at first sight But things didn't seem so right He was too young and plain She was too deep with brain So they became best friends But feelings are inavoidable He was so adorable And she's just so clever Soon they part on their own ways They couldn't stand being with each other He doesn't like feeling this much She doesn't want to be hurt Still fate want them be together Because there are things they need to learn So he starts digging deep And she tries to be relax They fell in love at first sight Just like being set from above No matter how they think of running They belong together So complicated, yet meant to be

You said you are interested What if I don't? You think I'm like an angel What if I'm not? You came on a little closer What if I say you shouldn't? You wanna go on with this What if I simply wouldn't? Don't love me Is the best I can suggest you Don't be near me Is what you should do I'm just the one who'll hurt you And I don't want it to be I'm not your angel for sure Just some small part of your story

Dec.08 My apology It's still so hard for me To accept all the things And get back to the start But with you I'm willing to do anything Just to make you Never leave me again

Saat terakhir kau memandangku Kubenci artinya Kulihat luka di sana Akulah penyebabnya Saat terakhir kau terluka Kuberjanji takkan lagi lakukan Namun apa yang terjadi? Semua terulang kembali Semua yang kuinginkan kauberi Namun apa yang kauingin tuk kuhindari Malah kubuat berulang kali Membuatmu bersusah hati Aku menjadi diri sendiri Namun egoiskah perasaan ini? Apa kumencintamu karena egoku Atau karena ingin membahagiakanmu?

19.11.03 Maafkan ku tak mau bertemu Bukan maksudku tuk menjauh Tapi ku takut kau katakan hal itu Bahwa ku yang terpenting bagimu Kar'na bukan kau yang ada di hatiku Dan ku hanya ingin menjadi temanmu Dan tak lebih dari itu..