Dilema

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Entah mengapa hatiku sesak

Tak ada yang salah 

Namun dalam sekejap kurasakan semua

Kenangan yang telah berlalu

Masa lalu yang membekas

Yang kau torehkan dalam hati

Aku takut

Bila keputusanku salah

Bila ternyata kutak bisa menjalaninya

Bila ini bukan yang terbaik

Tapi kutakbisa pergi jauh

Karena kau telah menjadi hidupku

Kau adalah bagianku

Yang terlalu menyakitkan untuk dipisahkan

Tapi terlalu membingungkan untuk disatukan

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