Not Because

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It was not because of you

It was all because of me

Not that you're not good enough

It's that I want more for me
Not because you're not here

Distance shouldn't be a problem

Not because you're younger

Age don't promise matureness

Not because you're not eligible

You're so much a better guy

Not because of your family

You do have a nice one
Not because everything about you

It's because everything about me

Maybe you came not in the right time

Cuz I've had enough about all such thing

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