Victoria's Poems

Can you hear me calling you? I don't want to But my heart is bleeding Just to see you again

It's not easy to let go The best of friend The father figure The brother in need The sun in the rain The moon in the night The wind in desert The traveling companion  The purpose of all The reason behind The other half The love of your life But if it has to be done so The way it supposed to be The price I have to pay Then let it be

You don't know how it feels To love someone you shouldn't When you let it all come in to you But knowing you'll have to lose it Eventually You don't know my struggle Upon those feelings I keep inside Against the force to let you go But this is what I should do Ultimately It feels hard for you As it is hard for me To fight the power of true love In this mediocre real world They don't understand You don't know His plans on us I don't know it either, babe But even we are not together This love will stay For eternity

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Bilakah mudah bagiku Untuk mencintamu Bilakah ada bagiku Asa tuk bersamamu Kita tengah mengiris hati Menghimpun lara tuk dirasa nanti Meski tak kita rasa kini Kelak perih ini tak lagi terobati Jikalau ada jalan yang lain Kurela tempuh apa yang harus Jikalau dapat kusimpan ini Mungkinkah jua kau relakanku?

Mungkin tak kau sadari Sulit bagiku tuk menerima Keadaan ini Bukan inginmu Bukan inginku Cintamu hadir menyapa Jauh melampaui yang nyata Terlambat untuk kembali Kau sudah tertambat di hati Ajariku mencintaimu Dengan seluruh dayaku Ajari aku menerimamu Juga kekuranganmu Mungkin kini tak kumengerti Arti kisah ini Kuharap kelak kita bisa Seperti inginmu Seperti inginku

Bila harus kumelepasmu Bukan hati tak merasa Namun asa yang berkata Bila harus kau nanti pergi Ku takkan sesali Tak perlu kutangisi Saatnya kan berlalu Peranmu untukku Menuntun arahku Bila kelak tlah usai waktu Kan kubingkai indah cerita Pernah ada tentang kita

Don't cry baby I don't deserve your tears Even if I have to go now My heart stays And I promise I will always love you

Tell me I'm wrong If I let go like this Who am I to keep you I don't deserve this But I don't see how else Should I behave Doesn't mean I don't love you Instead I do, so much I just can't be selfish I shouldn't keep you for me While you belong somewhere else I need to let you go Because I cannot stay either I would end up wanting you more And it's gonna be bad Now I do what I know is best Let you be where you belong And everything would be good

Dapatkah kau rasa ini, Sayang? Damai yang menyelimuti kalbu Bahagia memenuhi relung hati Bersamamu menunggu waktu Kala detik bergulir hendak berganti hari Menyambut hari lahir yang terulang Memiliki hatimu yang putih Penuh syukur kupanjatkan doa Untukmu; Untuk kita Dan kau genggam tanganku lembut Kurasakan aliran hangat merayapi Getar cintamu melaju dalam darahku Membangkitkan rasa terdalam Tangis ini bukanlah luka atau pedih Untuk cinta terindah yang kurasa, untukmu Untuk momen sesaat nan indah, 17 Maret 2013 . Terima kasihku bagimu, Cinta.

They say we met too late I'd say it's a little early There's something special here You feel it deep, I feel it, too This ain't no ordinary love The binding is too strong No one would understand But we know this would last The time ain't yours, it ain't mine Till then I'd wait here in patient

This stage was never mine But I played my part on it Get in too deep with my role I should get off This love shouldn't be mine But I borrowed and enjoyed it Wanting to possess it alone I should give it back This home couldn't be mine But I came on in anyway Though never got invited I should leave soon

You were supposed to be mine..

If I miss you now Would it make you know that there's someone here wanting you so much? If I miss you now Could there be any words to describe how I feel and that you're all I need? If I miss you now Should I shout out loud and tell the world that I'm so in love with you? If I miss you now Would you know it? Would it make you mine after all?

Nalar ini tak seharusnya memikirkanmu Tapi wajahmu selalu ada di benakku Kaki ini tak seharusnya menghampirimu Tapi kau serasa magnet yang selalu menarikku Tangan ini tak seharusnya menyentuhmu Tapi getaran aneh ini selalu memaksaku Bibir ini tak seharusnya memanggil namamu Tapi doa selalu terucap untuk bahagiamu Hati ini tak seharusnya mencinta dirimu Tapi selalu ada rasa tersimpan bagimu

Sometimes I ask myself if this true My brain told me to ignore you But my heart insists me to stay Somehow I feel I can't be away The logic says it's all wrong People say we don't belong But my soul longs for more Another moments to implore Then I got tired with my brain I let my heart to lead this again Maybe until we both surrender Or this story wouldn't be over

Sekejap kuterbuai Menikmati kasihmu Menyentuh kalbuku Sesaat kuterlena Merasakan sentuhanmu Mencicipi surgamu Sedetik ini saja Sebelum selesai waktu Selagi kau masih milikku Sekilas kukecapi Manis rasa yang kauberi Tersimpan rapi dalam hati

Mendekat padaku Kan kuhapus pedihmu Luka yang tlah berlalu Kuganti bahagia untukmu Takkan ada lagi lara Untukmu ku kan slalu ada Jangan pernah kau meragu Kasihku padamu utuh selalu

We should be wiser, said you We would step higher, promised you Nothing that I should worry about Because you are here, no doubt Love ain't no easy thing to keep But ours is just way too deep  Against the world, you and me But this love sets us free We would get thru the obstacles We should see from this spectacles That nothing could ever put us down When it's all over we will wear the crown

To have you is nothing I had ever thought I could To be loved by you is something I never thought I would But you showed me it's the other way around You showed how love can be so pure to my astound How can I not loving you? Everything about you feels so true How can I not wanting you? Looking at you is always my best view Your every touch is my salvation Your every kiss sends me sensation In every love that we make I won't pretend I wish for the moment to never end To know you're gonna be around makes me calm To be in your arms gets my body warm Now I know how it is to be loved so beautifully I thank God for ever sending you, my lovely

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