Victoria's Poems

made by me on polyvore

Bukan kebetulan bila kumengenalmu Bukan inginku tuk mencintaimu Begitu hebatnya kau rasuki pikiranku Betapa dahsyatnya kau menarik hatiku Dan kini kau usir aku jauh pergi Jangan berada dekat dan jangan hadir Kau pilih tuk jalani semuanya sendiri Tanpa beriku kesempatan tuk mendampingi Bagaimana mungkin aku bisa menjauh Bila jiwamu telah menyentuh kalbuku Jelaskan harus bagaimana aku Setelah dalam kutelusuri hatimu Aku tahu kau tak sanggup sendiri Tapi kau tak mau mengakui Jika kau pikir kau tak cukup baik Coba pikir lagi, kau jauh melampaui Jangan pernah berubah padaku Jangan lari jauh dari hidupku Tidakkah kau mau tetap di sini Bersama kita merenda hati

If you are the one that I want why it isn't me that you need? If I am ever inside of your mind why don't you tell me about it? Don't you feel the way I did When our eyes met tonight Tho we were sitting far indeed You attracted me like magnet Why can't we just be together? Cuz we're perfect for each other Why don't you just tell me when you're feeling the same way then?

18 August 2011 To the leaves I whispered my weighs To the east it's blown by the wind Come near, you may feel my fears But still, you can't hear my tears

Suddenly, I'm falling in love again... ... and it tastes so sweet it feels so beautiful it makes me go wondering and smiling and daydreaming... ... it drives me crazy but crazy in love is way better and I'm so much better now, thanks to you!

Could it be that you are just an imagination I think of when I saw you fulfills half of my expectation? Could it be that I made up the other half just to make you complete as the perfect figure here on my mind? Could it be that actually no one in this world can ever meet with the standard we set and simply no one is a perfect match? Could it be that you are actually no one to me that you are just another passerby that we are not destined to be anyhow? Could it be that you maybe the one for me that we might be together forever tho we both know it's just a lame daydream? Could it be that there is no such reason that maybe we just met in random tho my heart longs for some kind of fairy tale? Could it be... ?

Kamu datang. Tiba-tiba. Tak kuduga. Kamu menarik. Buatku melirik. Tak bisa lari lagi. Kamu ada. Kausapa jiwa ini. Tak pernah kusangka. Kamu menjauh. Kadang-kadang. Tak bisa kumengerti. Kamu masih di sini. Hatiku bersemi. Tapi tak kupahami. Hei kamu yang di sana. Kuharap kau menetap. Tak pergi jauh.

April 28, 2011 I can't understand love Comes unexpected So fast and wild It drives us nuts I don't understand my heart Beats faster when in danger Won't slow down when being warned Dreams of an adventure of itself Why should I feel this If there is that thin line of warning Why don't they just leave me Maybe it's better to be empty I don't know if this is a curse I feel so tired already by now When love should be killed Before it's even bloomed Perhaps love just isn't in my way Maybe it's not for me at all For love is always a misery to me I really should get used of this...

Hello, Love. How are you doing? It's been a while, you know. I'm kinda surprised. Hey, Sugar. Your voice is still the same. Sounds kinda distant, tho. You sounds hurt. You know what, Hon? I'm glad that you call. You still remember my day. Am I still that special, too, you mean? Yes, Sweetheart. I understand my place now. I'm not supposed to have hopes. Love is no longer ours. But you should know, Dear. My heart still feels the same. I still love you even after it all. And will always do no matter what. I don't mean to burden you, Babe. We really should go our own ways now. And it's far too late to go back. Nothing left in that place we had ruined once. Okay now, Darling. You gotta hang up, I can hear it. Too much pain and memories you just opened. But too quick we should end it now here. Bye-bye, Love. It's just so nice to hear your voice again. Tho it's just for a glimpse and a brief. Still, it's enough for my l...

I wish you are happy with her...

You said you are interested What if I don't? You think I'm like an angel What if I'm not? You came on a little closer What if I say you shouldn't? You wanna go on with this What if I simply wouldn't? Don't love me Is the best I can suggest you Don't be near me Is what you should do I'm just the one who'll hurt you And I don't want it to be I'm not your angel for sure Just some small part of your story

Dec 2010 Will you help me to understand? Not about this feeling that you feed It's already bloomed faster than a spring Don't I deserve an explanation? Of all the how are yous and what you're doings As if you care about me that much Can you tell me now then What's going on between us What's the meaning of all this? Because my heart is seeking for you And when you're around it's greeting you Which torture me much cuz I can't see you So please do me good and tell me About whatever you're hiding behind me And whatever lies in what you show me

Empat jam kemarin bersamamu Setelah sekian waktu tak bertemu Tak terkatakan perasaanku Kau kembali bukan menjadi kekasih Kau hibur aku di saat kusedih Hadirmu membantuku pulih Di bahumu lara ini kusandarkan Untuk sesaat kuterlepas dari beban Setelah sekian lama berusaha kutahan Mungkin kau tak tahu betapa senang aku Walau hanya sejenak saja bersamamu Seakan tak pernah terpisahkan waktu